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sometimes its nice to get away.....
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[22 Dec 2005|02:17pm] |
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why does everything have to be so complicated
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[16 Dec 2005|05:12pm] |
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hey everyone
well costa rica so far kinda sucks its really pretty but the whole family goin on vaction for 9 days together was deff a bad idea but im goin to make the best out of it i guess well hope everyone is haven a good christmas vacation so ill ttyl byebye
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[16 Nov 2005|09:52pm] |
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warn out, stressed out,and way to tired to function lately.............the little bit of down time i have just isn't enough it seems like sometimes...........
I miss playing soccer, i miss my car but hopefully by jan. ill have at least $1,500 for my car we will see........to much to say so im just goin to leave it at this..........
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[03 Nov 2005|07:27pm] |
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god i hate you!
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[27 Oct 2005|05:32pm] |
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NEVER AGAIN.......
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[08 Oct 2005|07:56pm] |
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um...... so yeah i need to figure a whole bunch of stuff out, im kinda stuck an dont know what to do or where to go............. i hate feeling this way an theres no way out
dont know what else to say i hate being like this an i hate not having control of my life ahh.....im done
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| this isnt about you |
[29 Sep 2005|03:52pm] |
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frustreated/crushed/fuck it |
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best i ever had: i have no clue who its by |
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ahhhh.....i hate myself, i just want to break my phone an throw it away!
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| "good news" my ass! |
[14 Sep 2005|10:13pm] |
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on a happy note:
um... so yeah i think im goin to fgcu next semester an i think im goin to be movin on campus i think not absolutely sure but i think thats a good idea dont you?!?!
on a not so happy note:
i keep thinking im goin to wake up from my many nighmare, but today it was official thats not goin to happen with one of them, now i have lost everything i have been working for over the past two years what ever, an gave up my dream for no reason at all oh well thats life right?!?!
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| stupid immature pranks amuse me i sit here an laugh at how dumb you are to take it to this level! |
[10 Sep 2005|09:46pm] |
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i love prank calls. if only you knew how to do them! you dont fuckin prank someone an say your from a fucking chinese resturaunt when your using the private call options your a fuckign idiot....oh an i like the one that you did to emily thats hilarious you dont use the fucking private call especially when you call a cell phone.......................
you seriously just made my day lol :-) thanks!
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[10 Sep 2005|12:26am] |
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pissed off an fuck you |
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ahhh forget it! it's not worth the drama or my time!
I love hearing that adults are being told that im an alcoholic especially when im the one who hates it when people drink, its so awesome!
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| I like hitting brick walls! did anyone know that oh yeah an its always my fault |
[08 Sep 2005|02:32pm] |
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dirty lil secret: all american rejects |
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FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME!!!
god damn i hate this stupid shit that has to happen to me like this crap why, well lets see let me try to look at the bright side for a second......um......ok so i get to get a new car but who knows when that will be an it will prob have to be after i turn 18 oh what else oh yeah i dont have to pay for gas or oil changes or repairs right now which i guess is good but i will have to pay other people to drive me around um what else what else oh yeah my insurance is goin to sky rocket i cant play soccer for about a week or two im goin to be addicted to pain pills an muscle relaxers which make me feel like im spinning im goin to have huge bruises all over quite a week i would say an oh now i get a back rub yes! lol jk
now all i can do is just smile an not worry about anything cause it will get better lol i hope
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| the time has come to end. now time to start over new. |
[28 Aug 2005|12:53am] |
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so i've decided im goin to start over new....................i have hung out with these people at least three times this week an it was amazing there awesome people an its so funny how you know peopel an didnt even know that two or three or them hang out together it was awesome i got to see craigers tonight funniest kid ever he's huge the kid is 6'8 like 245 ha i love it, grant hilarious he does the stupidest stuff, andrew hm....what can i say he is amazingly talented, then there alysha ha the girl is crazy we have alot of fun together we can relate alot on stuff
well im out an sorry
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| i need to change the way i deal with things |
[27 Aug 2005|12:56pm] |
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I am dumb i am stupid i am hurtful,
i say things out of spite sometimes an i dont realize it i also say things i dont mean to cover my true feelings up i do things so that i dont have to deal with reality
i wish i could go back an change somethings an im sorry for the things i said to you last night
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| happiness is what nees to happen now |
[25 Aug 2005|01:06pm] |
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thoughts are racing through my mind maybe its time.......just be happy an do what it takes to get there, everythign will be ok an get batter,it takes time
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[24 Aug 2005|10:54pm] |
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um....dont know what to say an i dont know what to do or how to feel or even how to explain..........
i've just been thrown off track an i dont know what to do
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| good but could be better :-) |
[17 Aug 2005|10:51pm] |
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my hump: black eyed peas |
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busy day busy day.....im so tired an sore............i hope i didn't tear it im ganna be so screwed if i did............. so i think im ganna go to bed so i dont have to think about it but anywho
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| I want a tatto |
[15 Aug 2005|09:55pm] |
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AHHHH I Love it!!!!
Don't worry about thing's everything will be ok, it will get better!
SMILE :-)
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| Chillen no worries |
[14 Aug 2005|11:37pm] |
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gorillaz: feel good |
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Good Things, Good things..................
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[09 Aug 2005|12:01pm] |
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I love having good days where i just laugh an chill with people i care about...............
an to end this entry i realized i really dont give a damn anymore, an im fine with it cause i know its not that i dont care anymore its that its pointless to worry about an im not going to cause no matter what i say it doesnt matter so im just goin to keep on doin what i have been an just be ME!
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